my awesome disciple

i just feel like wanted to upload her photo here...
just to keep it as memory
so that in the future, when i look back, i will smile deep in my heart about how God had place an awesome disciple in my life

my disciple went to another state teach for about 2 months...
so for this few weeks, i have my discipleship with her through skype
before this, we meet face to face every week
after she went to teach, we have changed our setting through skype in order we can continue our discipleship and update our life
and God is good, He allow us to be faithful to come for discipleship although we are apart from one another
so that we can learn His Word, grow, be disciple and more importantly update our life
She is such a wonderful discipleship leader
she is a woman who deeply in love with Jesus, a heart that consumed with fire for Jesus
a woman who feed God's word daily... a humble woman, a woman that will never take credit for herself, all the credit that she received, she will point it to God...
she will listen to my struggle, encourage me, teach me, pray for me, and more importantly are how to love God, how to walk with Jesus in the righteous way
i learn  a lot from her....is really a blessing of having her as my discipler
all in all, i have to thank God for His perfect plan that putting different people in my life =)

some of the pictures that i took secretly when we were skype-ing..hehe

she just got her hair cut...so cute...haha

 haha..the moment i took when she is talking. =p

this is the time while she was thinking..haha

talking..

oh, and she is a good cook too! she can bake, can cook, she can play piano, drum, guitar, bass and she cut her hair by herself!

she can do almost everything...haha

there are times that she cook satay ....("that's the way to survive in US for 9 years" quoted from her )

Praise God that one more week, she will be back and we can have discipleship face to face. haha =)

sharing is caring =D

misty edwards's song is always anointed and powerful, it can come to a point where by just listening to her worship, you will cry, feel convicted...is that intense... this is just a bit of taste only =p

Another video of my all time favorite worship leader in IHOP-KC -Jon Thurlow!!!!! haha

Knowiing

knowing that i have the BEST FATHER in the whole world, whole universe...
 who and what shall i fear, afraid?
Nothing!!
Nothing, because no matter what i did, what i earn, what i wear...
He still love me, He still forgive me....
He didn't look at how much i can earn, He didn't look at how much of degree i have,He didn't look at how much work i do...
What He cares of me is only whether my heart belong to Him or not. He cares my heart condition...
I have such a Merciful, Faithfull , good Father..
why i still fear?
insecurity is the key factor that hinder me from knowing the fact that i have a Best Dad in the whole world

start from now, whenever fear, negative thoughts trying to attack me, I should quickly turn my face to my Father
He longs for us to seek Him, depend on Him...
when i turn to Him, He will always give me peace, He will never late of attending my worries..
He is always there to hold me
even if i fall, i am certain that He will never let me hit the ground, He will be the only One that spare me, catch me...and hold me according to His timing
He is such a Best Father

Psalm 23 : 1 " The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want. "

Sharing time =D

Please spend some time to listen to the video because i found it was good =D










hope that those video will lighten your day

have a blessed day =D

A short break to take photo

right now is the transition from summer to fall
all the leave started to turn color after that fall..when all the leave gone, is the time of winter
before all the leave gone, i took a half day to walk around the campus and take photo
the color of the leave is very nice
never have this scenery in Malaysian
and i truly experience 4 season throughout a year
a great experience
all in all, nature is just that wonderful that you can't even comprehend...

Joy！！！！

Spirit of joy overwhelmed me....
i couldn't help...
i just keep singing worship song to praise Him....
 songs just keep coming to my head and my hands just keep playing the keyboard to worship Him...
song after song....Spirit just move me to play and sing.....
couldn't help...the Spirit just flow...it was wonderful...
I love it...
Hallelujah!
God is good!!! He is worthy to received our praises!
Hallelujah!!!!
i just feel like jumping, shouting and praise Him....

Going Bald?

-Daily Bread-
Judges 16:6-20


Barney had always been proud of his thick, wavy hair. But then he began to lose it. Finally just one lone hair remained on top of his shiny dome. One morning Barney awkoe, looked at his pillow, and was shocked to see that last hair lying there. Jumping to see that last hair lying there. Jumping out of bed, he ran downstairs crying, "Martha, Martha, I am bald!"


That reminds me of the Christian who begins dabbling in the things of the world. He gets deeper and deeper in sin, slowly sliding away from the Lord, without even knowing what is happening. It is not until he has had some startling experience -perhaps due to God's discipline -that he sees his true condition. When suddenly brought under the powerful search light of the Word of God, the deceived one is shocked to realize how subtly and deceitfully Satan has stripped away his spiritual power and discernment.


TV, movie, and home video habits reveal how far some people have slipped. Suggestive words and immoral themes, once considered offensive, are tolerate as acceptable entertainment.


To avoid the kind of shock that Barney experienced, it's important to examine ourselves daily. Say, are you going  bald spiritually?
-Richard De Hann

O Lord, help us to recognize

When we begin to compromise, 

and give us strength to follow through

With what we know is right and true

Sper

Most often, falling into sin is not a blowout but a slow leak. 

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this is a good devotional reading...

most often we don't know that we are falling apart, and think that we are doing "fine"

especially now in the dark age, the world is falling into darkness where most of us don't realize it...

now is the time to check our spiritual life and

never think that we are ok...

as the passage said  examine yourself daily....

Luke 9:23"then He said to them all " If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily and follow Me."