Goodbye~

few hours before flying.....
what can i write?
mixture feeling of excited, nervous, sad, worry....
can't organize into one....
can't settle down my inner thoughts....
will be away from home for almost 2 years, without coming bck ( maybe)...
will not be seeing parents and siblings in the Chinese new year...
will not be eating mum's cooking...
will not listening to dad's gases...
will not watching brothers fighting, arguing...
will not chatting with er gu...
will not joining the fun with friends...
Gonna be a lots to missing...
saying goodbye to everyone, everyplace in Malaysia...

I'm so blessed by my family...
all of them are awesome...
I want special thank to my mum, she did almost all the packing for me...hehe
and my dad...of course, without his support i cnt go that far...haha
and my er gu also..she boought me lots of things..
I love you all~ Muackss...
I miss Jc who is in NS....

I m thankful for every person in my life...
everyone leave a mark in my journey of life
I m really thankful for all my friends...
I really feel blessed by them, by their friendship...
Hope the string will not be broken...


Pray that everything will going well....
Hope that i m under His protection.....
Looking forward to the new life...


Starting a new journey, go go go jing!

going to see snow soon...yuhoh~

Jc go to NS

030110 will be the last day i see my bro, JC...
He is going to NS for 3 months....
Hope he will adapt and doing well in the camp....

well i was a bit sad when sending him off today...
while reach home, the atmosphere of my bro is not around is weird....
is like missing someone in the house....
he is well known for his "poison" mouth in my family....
if your heart is not strong better don't take his word seriously...coz you will "qi shi" by his words...
but sometime he is cute wille he talks...his word sometime is straightforward yet he will put it in funny way...
I always got "qi" when he started to talk in that way....
now, i also cant see my two brothers fighting and arguing already....(actually i m enjoy watching them fight)
My house is full of noise whenever the two r around, they will hit each other and arguing, but the way they fight is funny, they hit each other but it will not harm the "victim" and their relationship maintain or grow stronger...maybe that's how boy communicate....haha

 

 

now,house is a bitquiet without Jc coz i still can fight with JS...haha.
i m still wondering how Js will adpat when me and Jc is not around...
He is going to miss us lots....haha

we just woke up, in the car, heading to Batu kawan...

Jc, take care, i love you~

-is around the corner to fly, nervous+excited+"se bu de"

A brand New Year, 2010

Happy New Year~ ^^
In the very first day of 2010, i decided to create a new blog, indicating a new life, a new journey...
A life that will be full of lots of exciting things, challenges, memories and of course God blessing...

This blog will be a place for me to count my blessing, my tough time, my thoughts, my feelings, and life in US...
This blog will be my second journal, recording down my journey,good and bad...everything in....
Hope that i will update this blog frequently =)

I wish in 2010 will be a year full of His testimonial, a wonderful year, a peaceful year...
I wish that everyone that i know will have a wonderful year and all of them is under His protection throughout the year...

I'm looking forward of 2010 with an exciting spirit but nervous heart...
Away from home to the other end of the earth and start a new life, sound cool yet i feel nervous....
 Pray that everything will be fine....

I am standing in front of the line .....
I am starting my engine....
I am waiting for the signal.... 
6 more days.....
Who want to join the ride? ^^