彩色-开始

不想一有空就把时间浪费在看戏

想陪养兴趣

希望通过彩色可以让我

更集中，更有耐心 

来吧！ 

希望彩色是个有营养的爱好 =p

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这几个星期，心情就像过山车

上上下下

刺激又害怕

因为你没有很明确的告诉我，你的想法

我决定了

放下

可能你给了暗示，我没给你明示，所以你却步

或是

从一开始就是我想太多

虽说幸福是要争取的

但

我没勇气

更不想让自己受伤

所以

就到此为止吧

让它成为一个甜蜜又苦涩的回忆

放下

我得到自由

WATCH MALAYSIA ~4 PIECES FOR THE FASHIONISTA ON A BUDGET

A watch is a well-known accessory piece used by women to perk up their outfits in an effortless way. For the fashionistas who are on a budget, watches are seen to be the easiest touch to make an outfit appear stylish. Yes, there are a lot of expensive watches sold in the market but there are also affordable ones too which can make your outfit look trendy as well. Below are four types of watch Malaysia designs that women will definitely love to flaunt everywhere they go.

Studded Wrap around Watch

The statement watches will always be the best time telling piece to bring a new life to your wardrobe. Whether you are wearing your casual clothes or evening wear, the studded wrap around watch piece gives you that edge young vibe. The studded wrap watches are right on trend for women to style without spending much.  Choose from the various colours available and bring it with attitude.

The Moustache Design watch face

You surely will come across the moustache design watch face in a few stores you step in as this men’s style watch are suitable for girls who want to show off a novelty charm. The moustache design has that cute element which is perfect for ladies to wear with their outfits.

  Rhinestone Bangle watch

The faux rhinestone bangle watches are suitable for the ladies who want that exclusive appearance while still keeping under their budget. This watch gives out that feminine yet elegant design which you can get at a very affordable price. Match it with your work attires or an evening wear for a glamourous appearance.

 Silicone watch strap

If you are looking for watch to wear on a casual day out and can withstand harsh weathers? Silicon watches strap will be the perfect selection as it can act as the everyday watch classy for all occasions. Plus, you do not have to worry about an embellished pieces falling off the watch especially when you are active all day.

Power of Words

Sometimes when you says something out of love, although the intention is good, but it still can ruin the person.

Effort that you made all this while, can turn in to zero or worst become negative with just a few words.

Although the intention is good, but the recipient need to start all over again to climb the mountain.

Words kill or build.

Realize that speaker should  not be the one to be blame, because recipient have the choice of how to interpret the message.

Just that  recipient need to take extra effort to change the perception. Recipient have the responsibility and choice. Not always is the victimized.

Don't always point finger on others of what others do to you or cause you become like that.
You have the choice of how to process the information, is either you allow the words to kill you, or the words to build you.

Recipient - you have the choice.

The First Phone Call from Heaven

Never read fiction book, but only books by Mitch Albom. 

I read almost all his book, never miss one. 

Like some of the review said, he able to touch the heart with his writing. 

His recent book- first phone call from Heaven, is another must read book. 

From the book, he able to describe the event with details. What i like about the book is he is able to describe human nature by showing how people react to the event. Different people, different character, different reaction. All reveal under the sun, no under the table, no covering. 

The book challenge your mind, your faith. It make you think about life, death and afterlife.  

Another highlight of the book is I never expect the author will have such a twist at the end of the story. Which explain all. No life stand alone. Your life story is like a chain, all life story interconnected to one another.  

The impact of the book vary from reader to reader, but you'll take away something. At the very least, it will make you doubt; make you think about faith, heaven, afterlife and forgiveness. 

Love Song

A song that I found a year ago.

It is a song by my all time favorite worship leader- Jon Thurlow

First time I heard I was ministered by it.

A year ago, as I listened to the song, is like I want to see God's face, wanting to see God, seeking God. Ps: that time, I could not find the lyrics, so I had a hard time to really get the lyrics.
But all I know is when I was seeking Lord, I will always sing this song.

However, just recently I found the lyrics, and listen to Jon, how he birthed this song.
Then I realized, this song is not we singing to God only.... The origin of the song is God singing to us!
God is singing, telling you, ' hey, I want to see your face.. Come to Me'
When I hear the song again, I melted. God is pursuing me...God wants to see my face...
I was ministered once again, in a whole new level....

Can you imagine how sweet it is when a all Mighty God want to see your face personally?

To me, it's A Love Song from God.

Here go the lyrics :

"Let Me See Your Face - Jon Thurlow" Lyrics	[edit]
by onething Live | from the album Sing Your Praises
3

Verse 1
Your weakness has you hiding in shame
The knowledge that you're not as strong as you thought you were
You're so afraid of what lies ahead
You're thinking how will you run over the hills with me

Pre-Chorus
Well I'm not leaving you now
I'm still here

Chorus
So let me see your face
Let me just hear your voice
Let me see the one I want so near

Verse 2
I see the longing under the fear
I see it in your heart to finish the race with Me
I know if you just say yes again
Together we can make the longing reality

Bridge
Cause I'm looking ahead, I can already see you leaning
I'm looking ahead down the road, I can already see you trusting
I'm looking ahead, I can already see you running with me
I'm looking ahead, I can already see you leaning

http://youtu.be/bNwqsZ2SJCw

A Day to Remember

4th April 2015(Saturday)

A day that I should remember. As in my 25 years of life, today is my very first time where I choose to have lunch alone in a restaurant.

As I  could not eat alone in restaurant, if I have to eat alone , I would rather eat at home. But today, it was strange, as I choose to eat alone. I didn't even feel uncomfortable or reluctant to eat alone. I am at peace!!

I went to the Korean  restaurant in Tropicana- Oiso, pick a place and sit down.
I ordered.
I observed a while.
Then I read a book.
I didn't just play with my phone.
I was very comfortable with myself.
I don't have the feeling of like how others will see me if I eat alone( which I used to think before )
I don't feel awkward.

I not very clear why I will be like that, not sure it is because I grow older? Or I kind secure with myself already... But this really mark a significant milestone in my life. =p

As recently, I am thinking.... In order to be a whole person, I don't have to depends on others, to be happy or contented. I will be contented or happy even is just myself. I know where to look for, who to look for, if I need to. Most importantly, my happiness ;my worth, is not depends on others.  Not depends on how many friends I have, not depends on whether I have lunch partner or not.
Most important is how I see myself and how God sees me. =)



Kimchi jiggae. My favorite food~