Love Song

A song that I found a year ago.

It is a song by my all time favorite worship leader- Jon Thurlow

First time I heard I was ministered by it.

A year ago, as I listened to the song, is like I want to see God's face, wanting to see God, seeking God. Ps: that time, I could not find the lyrics, so I had a hard time to really get the lyrics.
But all I know is when I was seeking Lord, I will always sing this song.

However, just recently I found the lyrics, and listen to Jon, how he birthed this song.
Then I realized, this song is not we singing to God only.... The origin of the song is God singing to us!
God is singing, telling you, ' hey, I want to see your face.. Come to Me'
When I hear the song again, I melted. God is pursuing me...God wants to see my face...
I was ministered once again, in a whole new level....

Can you imagine how sweet it is when a all Mighty God want to see your face personally?

To me, it's A Love Song from God.

Here go the lyrics :

"Let Me See Your Face - Jon Thurlow" Lyrics	[edit]
by onething Live | from the album Sing Your Praises
3

Verse 1
Your weakness has you hiding in shame
The knowledge that you're not as strong as you thought you were
You're so afraid of what lies ahead
You're thinking how will you run over the hills with me

Pre-Chorus
Well I'm not leaving you now
I'm still here

Chorus
So let me see your face
Let me just hear your voice
Let me see the one I want so near

Verse 2
I see the longing under the fear
I see it in your heart to finish the race with Me
I know if you just say yes again
Together we can make the longing reality

Bridge
Cause I'm looking ahead, I can already see you leaning
I'm looking ahead down the road, I can already see you trusting
I'm looking ahead, I can already see you running with me
I'm looking ahead, I can already see you leaning

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A Day to Remember

4th April 2015(Saturday)

A day that I should remember. As in my 25 years of life, today is my very first time where I choose to have lunch alone in a restaurant.

As I  could not eat alone in restaurant, if I have to eat alone , I would rather eat at home. But today, it was strange, as I choose to eat alone. I didn't even feel uncomfortable or reluctant to eat alone. I am at peace!!

I went to the Korean  restaurant in Tropicana- Oiso, pick a place and sit down.
I ordered.
I observed a while.
Then I read a book.
I didn't just play with my phone.
I was very comfortable with myself.
I don't have the feeling of like how others will see me if I eat alone( which I used to think before )
I don't feel awkward.

I not very clear why I will be like that, not sure it is because I grow older? Or I kind secure with myself already... But this really mark a significant milestone in my life. =p

As recently, I am thinking.... In order to be a whole person, I don't have to depends on others, to be happy or contented. I will be contented or happy even is just myself. I know where to look for, who to look for, if I need to. Most importantly, my happiness ;my worth, is not depends on others.  Not depends on how many friends I have, not depends on whether I have lunch partner or not.
Most important is how I see myself and how God sees me. =)



Kimchi jiggae. My favorite food~