Friday, June 18, 2010

Bride. Bridegroom

This was a wonderful thought that came to me few days ago...
and finally i got the chance to write it here
summer school start, caught up with new schedule..
but, praise God, He help through it
without Him, i have no strength to go on the busy schedule...
ok, back to the topic..

When i did my devotion, a verse came up to me that we are the bride of Christ.
before that, my friend told me that we will be marry to Jesus
that time my reaction was like, oh..ok, that is sweet..end. that's it

After the verse came alive to me, i have different mindset
think of it, Jesus, a sinless man, Son of God, perfect man, a man who is love, patient and have every good character is your husband..
can you imagine that?
i just imagine that He is like a normal man, eat, drink, work,sleep and live together with me,just as normal marriage couple do
I was like, wow..that's is too  much....
I myself is a sinner, who is imperfect, have to live with a perfect man..that's is too much..
I'm not match with Him, this was my first reaction..
however, when i think it deeply, we should be grateful that we are chose by Him
by the grace of God, His Spirit who live in me will make me to be like Him.....
I thank God that at last i will be His bride, a perfect man....
This also mean, at this life, I have to be prepare that He will come to receive me any time...
Be prepare people, He will come any time soon...
Pray  at that time, I m ready to hold His hand...

besides that, it is inspiring to know that, i m person who will worry when thing not going in the right way, and He who is my husband will say : " Jing, don't worry about anything, give it all to Me, i will help you to carry all those burden, just rest in Me and trust Me."
oh~ how sweet it is, when your husband tell you like this, and you will have peace an truly rest in His shoulder
This was one of the beautiful thing about Jesus...
He is our bridegroom

Monday, June 14, 2010

Blueberry picking ~

Few days ago, went to blueberry farm to pick blueberry
was a very new experience...
it was fun.haha
never pick blueberry like this M'sia
So was very new to me.. =D
the day before we go to the farm
the weather forecast reported that, that day in the morning will rain and have thunder storm
as i know, the US forecast is very very accurate
all of us prayed very hard for a good weather
as we know, God is good =D
that morning didn't rain..was a very nice day to pick blueberry...=D
God is good. =D





Sunday, June 6, 2010

20th

Officially, i m 20!
Yeah! Praise God that i live in this world for 20 years...
I felt so blessed that my first birthday in US was surround by wishes and celebration
Malaysians celebrate with me in the very first hour of my birthday
My housemate cook "mee sua" for me, thank you very much chailian and carol for helping chailian
CCF celebrate with me and steveenney make an awesome cake..
Basically is full of blessing and joy
the different of this year birthday is people surround me changed
the people used to celebrate with me changed
I miss all of them so much...
and my lovely family also...
if my family is with me right now will be perfect! wonderfully perfect!

Just want to say thank you to my heavenly Father
Thank You for created me
Thank You for binging me to this world
Thank You for You found me two years ago ( roughly)
Thank You for breathe into my life
Thank You for placing me in this family
Thank You for the people around me
Thank You for Your love
Thank You for Your mercy and grace
Thank You for listening  and answering to my prayer
Thank You for meeting my needs
Thank You for You are patience to me
Thank You for discipline me
Thank You for Your promises
Thank You for Your protection
Thank You for be with me all the times
and the most important thing is Thank You for sending Jesus Christ to die for us 

without knowing you and accepting you, i don't know how my life will be
Mayb it will better or worse than right now
However, accepting Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior is the most correct decision that i make in my entire life
I never regret of choosing to walk this journey with Christ
It is not a smooth and easy journey
However it is a journey full of His love, mercy, grace and promises

I LOVE YOU .